im jes, with one s. i feel dead&sad. lady gaga is my inspiration. im a full on cunt. im irish and 18. and i am in love with the most amazing person.
whats the point on living, if we're living to die?

everything is shit. i have no friends. my best friend has disowned me basically because im pregnant. i am so lonely. being lonely brings on my depression more, i cut, i binge and i can’t even purge because of my baby. putting on this weight is killing me. i just sat in the mirror and cried for a hour because ive put on weight. ana is screaming to me.